An excerpt from the prologue
of Skin, a novel,
published
in
the Flyover Fiction Series by the University of Nebraska Press:
Spiritus Monday
The air in What Cheer,
Kansas, is gardenia scented year-round, even in the chill, white anonymity
of winter, a perfume so heady and redolent it sets noses to twitching and
muddles the thinking, throws the clock of expectations plum off its tock,
prompts folks to marry in December, die in June, fills them to their gasping
gills with a barren hunger no fecundity can ever answer. Just beyond the
city limits, the nostrils broaden to the sulphurous reek of industry, the
reassuring odor of people engaged in the production of objects, and tensed
muscles relax beneath skin that recalls once again how to act, as bodies
drive large, soft-seated cars toward reachable goals.

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On the thirteenth day following fertilization, "we" found "ourselves"
with three X’s and a Y to work with,
so it didn’t take brain surgeons,
or even budding geneticists, for the
excessive zygote we were to figure out
how best to assemble ourselves.
We were the thwarted hermaphrodite
splitting defiantly down the middle,
reconciled to sharing intestines, a bit of pelvis, perhaps a spleen, but not
everything. We knew enough each to claim an X, and then I said Girl
and yanked the other X out
of the communal stewpot.
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The biological
impossibility of our zygosity proved no
deterrent to my sister.
XXOO,
she signed our postcards from summer camp (where we were the envy of all
three-legged racers). This valediction was not meant to signify
affectionate gestures, vouchers for kisses and hugs that could be cashed
in upon our return (she occasionally drew half arrows shooting northeast
out of the O's to make this unmistakably clear). It was she on the left
and I on the right. To her, I was absence from the start. The space
harnessed, circumscribed by Her.
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